Jab V Met.....

One breezy afternoon , when the world moved on,
I paused for a moment as i met her,
Bewildered and astonished there i stood,
Gazing at the mysticness of God's creation.

उन आखों में अध्भुध सी मासुमियत थी,
उन लब्जों में मिटास ,
मुस्कुराता हुआ उसका चेहरा ,
मानो नीले अम्बर में सूरज खिलखिला रहा था ।



Fragile, sensuous and beauteous as a lass could,
I wondered how meticulously ornamented was she,
A 440 watt smile and stunning looks to kill,
And a deadly mix of poise and perfection.

घायल हुआ में उस हँसी पर,
उन जुल्फों की छांव को में तरसा,
उसकी शक्सियत में ज़रूर कुछ ऐसा जादू था,
मेरे जीने की वजह जो वह बन गई थी ।



Sum sleepless nights, some everlasting memories,
Glossed with colour and excitement,
Puerile and character personified was she,
Her innate credentials matched my ideal gal's prerequistes.

वह कहती गई ,मैं सुनता रहा,
प्यार का मौसम जो छाया हुआ था,
मेरे ख्वाबों के आशियाने को जैसे साहारा मिला,
तनहायों ने मुझसे अलविदा जो कह दिया।



I started longing for her presence,
Awestrucken her diffidence emblazoned,
Eventhough adorations grew in multiples,
Strangely friends had other second thoughts.

पर लोग कुछ भी कहे , वह थी अजब सी,
अनहोनी, अनोखी, अनजानी थी वह,
ना जानते हुए भी मैं आकर्षित हुआ,
क्या पता उसमे जादू ही कुछ ऐसा था ।


Note: The protagonist is purely my figment of imagination. Any resemblances to a real life character might be pure coincidental. Also to add, my prose had been previusly published in my college magazine during my tenure as College Union General Secretary . But due to the moroness of a blind Editor, the editing and compilation of this prose completly went awry. Bloody fools [:)]

Post Morteming my own decisions..

The past few days have been very eventful...the prospects of some important decisions to be taken was looming large..and finally when they have been implemented the fact that they mit have backfired pisses me off desperately...all those efforts gone into cross visualising each and every scenario with utmost pin point estimation :(...sab kuch ab bakwaas lag raha hai...never expected Wips to kick our asses in such a fashion...the anxiety and pathos was unimaginable by any extent..yet this catch 22 situation did teach me a lot of things...things which mit hold me in good stead in the future...but the big picture is now infront of me...juggling b/w career threatening decisions..ab yeh bhi deen dekhne ko kab milenege..one thing is been pretty sure, no more peddling around...kuch toh karna hee padega...God bless others too...