post IBM life......

D feeling of been unemployed sucks....and it sucks real time...d realization of cumin back 2 ground zero is itself mystifying...God I sincerely hope that u will show me d way in d cumin weeks wich r gonna b so crucial as far as decision making is concerned...gosh..hw will i decide b/w the 2...

Back to Kerala...I thought d trip would b exciting...saala Chacha log kamine kyun hote hain...i decided mera bhi samay aayega 2 teach dema leason....ohh!!! aa nayinte mone Nakki again vallipichu...dis mit b d umpteenth ocasion 4 him 2 commit assholish drudgery...was really surprised to c CT living upto his words..hmm..dis guy is special...

Colg seems so differnet now..gone r days wen v used to rule der he he...d treat at ZamZam was awesum..not bcos of amout i had 2 shell out but d feeling of old mates reunioin was awesum...me,jaggu,ct,prashant n bro...it seemed that v 3 gokulites hav made ZamZam our 2nd hme...lunch wahise bujta hai...d new rumours involving me r baffling...hey hey bck 2 gud old dys..
kal wapas gaon jaana hai..at last i decided..no mre goin bac 2 colg...dat no longer belongs 2 us...

i was dissapointed wen she culnt cum... maybe i took things 4 granted..also i wonderd y i put up an arrogant face wen i met suni... d twists n turns of life hav surely impacted me big time...hopefully d cumin few days mit hav sumthg good in stock...

my friendz.........d saga still continues

Meena alias Meenz-->undoubtably my best frnd 4m college....she is a gem of a person..wat a charming aura and personality....d wavelength v shared was awesome...i have never opened up so easily in front of anybody rather than her...u could always bank upon her..she used to be keep all d dark secrets such securedly...gosh she only knew all my so called secrets....also it was g8t fun havin sumbdy lik her as a frnd...किस्मत का खेल तोह देखो...eventhough she is younger 2 me yet she was always advicing me....her tension filled face during examination time was a treat to watch...also hw can i 4get dat dreadful day...her 1 answersheet was with me durin d exam and wen i threw it back to her it flew away in d wind rit infront of d teachers legs..God saved us...d foolish teacher nver even realized dis...it was g8t fun pulling her legs..poor chap..alwys took in d rit spirit...dats was alwys her USP...a humane person...rightfully all guys used to like her compared to other gals bcus she had no ego issues and never ever made a fuss of anythg....d only 1 person in class 4m d opposite sex who remained d same chap throughout d span of 4 years...yet fate does pop up a scenario wherein v also had major difernces and it took me time to realise my mistake....still it was g8t fun knowing her...had a great luck of attending her marriage....that was sumthg i wished never 2 miss in life....wat i liked about her was her ability to understand and appreciate others....even though she turned up late aftr d 2nd reallotment only,she took our class by storm...she had so many secret admirers....thanks god for allowing me a chance to have such a wonderful frnd who through all these years has kept alive our camaraderie....God bless u da...

Evaluating friends...

Yaar doston ko parakhna,badi mushkil si baat hai....But i wonder,post college life gave me the motivation to look into real life charachters and pick out the best and worst in it....so here's my take on this issue...

The succeesses--> the Guys of course....believe me ,the rapport i now share with most of them that too post colg is awesome....its such a remarkable feeling when u c yr close ones enjoying their life and relishing their s/w jobs..it brings immense pleasure..d other day,sanal and i were discussing those golden days when near the end of each month, we used to borrow 100 bucks from others and used to survive on dosa and sambhar to finish off the day..he he..वोह भी क्या दिन थे ....
Sanal alias Mygal--> Man dis guy rocks.he has given sum really precious moments to relish throughout the past few years...A great humanbeing, this asshole always knew how to brainwash and impress upon people with his so called innovative bull shit chalus and pranks...his chalus wre simply mindblowin..dis guy could pull d most astonishin chalus even in his sleep...I always considered him to be a better student than what his actual b.tech credentials would boast..gosh...he has an awesum charisma which pulls peeps towards him.....also a very helpful chap...has helped me a lot during the college days...i gave him a wonderful name "mygirl" that its g8t that stigma still haunts him....i alwys wonder y he used to b so डरपोक...he used 2 make tall claims but delivered vry less wen it mattered the most...his flowervase incident and d MYGAL snaps wre d talk of d town....i still remmebre i used 2 alwys go 2 his room early 9 a.m daily n used 2 disturb in his sleep..dats one thng he alwys used 2 dislike..thnks dear 4 dose wonderful KDPuram dys...dey rocked...pinne sanlde hindi...wah ustaad waah..i wil never 4get his masterpices dialogues "mujhe bhi hindi malooom " in d most rustic mallu style dat u could ever hear....രണ്ടു പെഗ് ഉള്ളില്‍ കേരിബുല്‍ അവന്ടെ ഹിന്ദി പാടിങള്‍...."mygal","romance kumaran","bulban" നീ ഉരു പുള്ളി തന്നെ....

Delhi Walla BiBin->dis is one of a kind bloke...gosh,he has been with me throghout d entire duartion of my keraal lyf..i still 4get dat dingy day in GEC Sreekrisnahpuram,Palakkad when i first met..he came in running avoiding a terrible lightening...phir kya hona tha..v gelled along vry well... यह destiny भी बड़ा कमाल की चीस है....v started off to b d 1st roomates der,den benchmates in class,then v both got higher options and got transferred at d sme time..dat too to d same colle..our own d G8t GECBH,again v started living in d same lodge....delhi ke saath toh jaise fevicol ka bandhan ban gaya...sadly sumhw during d 1st year i got stuck with him over sum ego clashes...mujhe bhi pata nahi chal kya hua...i still vivdly remmbr me getting angry wit him wen ihe wrote a chit wit " I luv u" and my name written on it and he threw it 2 gal infrnt of us....i was pissed off dat day....अब सूचता हूँ तोह मेरी बेफ्कुफी पर शर्मिंदगी महसूस होती है...par dooriyan kamti gayi aur nasdikhiyaan badti gayi...his atrocious behavious was mind boggling..d way he used to conduct himself,his audacious lifestyle and X rated story telling talent was rocking...he was d bindass guy of d 23rd century...srry..i hav clubbed him 2 anothr generation...sadly he missed our tour...nahi toh tour toh aur lajawaab ho jaata...sumhw dis guy nvr new wats rit n wats wrong 4 him..hamesha sab kuch mazaak hee dikhta tha...any piece of adive u giv him,woh एक कान से सुनकर दूसरी कान से बहार निकल देता था...but v realised that was his trademark...his antics during our booze parties are sumthg i will never 4get...രണ്ട് പെഗ് ഉള്ളില്‍ കേറുമ്പോള്‍ അവന്ടെ ഉരു പ്രാന്ത് mashallah dekhne layek thi....dude..u hav left behind an everlastin impact on all of us....


to be continued...phir milenge break ke baad

Life in a metro......

this topic seems quite obnoxious to me..having spend a major chunk of my life in Cal,Bangalore seems to be an exciting prospects....to add to my delight,the presence of my oldest friend as my roomie makes it the more relishing.....dude,he's a satyavadi Raja Harishchandra in all respects...i really applaud his charachter and grit....he has been relevation in distinguishing himself from other stereotypes...also his photography....kewl.....

when i write this,the thought that my days in IBM are coming to an end lingers on....it was a g8t experince out.....yeh professionalism kya cheez hoti hai, mujhe yahaan aakar maloom hua....yahan par bahut kuch seekhne ko mila....liya ko ek aur nazariye se dekhne ka avasar be prapt hua.....well i wil be returning back to kerala nxt month for a week...gosh..back down the memory lanes....waiting eagerly to c some of my old friends....और उसमे से वोह भी तोह है....

gosh the fact that the coming few months will be so crucial gives me goosebumps...career ka sawaal hai...hopefully i wish sab kuch theek jaaye... "Success and failures are just two choices we make....and its our decision bound by the factors of destiny that drives the end results"
...strange naa,,,irrespective of the quantum of jobs you get,you still remain unemployed while others enjoy the new found claim to fame..hmm....bus itna hee...

2009.........

the ushering of a new year....a year which will be crucial to many of us.....the advent of this new year took with an unexpected hip hop party at office...the guys let their feet and hands do the talking,the gals left their hairs open to sway along with the music....i keenly spent the day at office amidst all this hoopla and enjoyed every bit...today finally was a cosy day as their was no calls to pick..."rab ne bana di jodi"...hmm...watched half of it yet it didnt seemed to be exciting...in comparison,the 29th of dec saw me adoring and watching my superstar glittering the silver screen in ghajini...it was awesome...the perfectionist was in his elements...Aamir...dude..ur too good..hats off...watching a movie for the first time in a multiplex that too all alone was strange but the movie was captivating enough to turn all my attention toward it...gosh now i miss my college days...watching movies with my gang members with whistles and comments sparkling the occasion was dearly missed....gosh..kozhi should have been in bangalore....well now it has struck my mind..its her b'day in 2days...gosh i hope i dont 4get this time at least...the new year has started off brightly with the receival of salary...now in 16 days time,i will be off to Cal...missing home dearly.....God ,do bless everyone in this new year who has wished good for humanity...

3 MISTAKES OF COLG LIFE

sorry i have plagiarised my heading from Chetan Bhagat's book which i just finished reading today...felons..its an excellent book with a captivating plot...i marvel at the simplicty of this genius IITian....what a mesmering story...masha allah!!!!

well coming back to my subjectline....the most interesting part of my article is that all my mistakes involves the same person...

1st mistake::Undoubtedly d feb 14th,2005...i have always cherished my decision making skills and perceivance factor involving other peeps..but d person whom i chose to give a stupid flower dat day turned out to be a ghastly mistake..sumthg which i have always repented during my btech life...d consequences and after effects of that incident brought about some really enterprising monents in d cumin few years...in my figments of imagination,the protagonist turned from an admirer to a mere classmate and finally to *%^#**...:) . i wonder whos to be pointed fingers to? Mistakes can happen,afterall v are all normal human freaks...yet the saga of unrelentless taunts n gossips surely left behind a smile to be relished...it all started from that eventful day wen v all guys had a big tag team fight with the opposite sex over the worst ever issues to b discussed..d infamous seatin arrangement...derw as i standing in a corner tak fum enjoyin d proceedings...alas sumbdy incited me to to tak active part in the duel rather than been a spectator...काश में किसी के बहकावे में ना आता...my verbal duel was wit her..he he...nalla best aal...den v boys came up wit dat stupid idea of giftin roses as a sign of peace..he he...n guess whu my choice was??..ayyo...i gav her n ran off...she cald me bac n said "happy valentine day"... Dat was d only instance ever when she spoke willingly 2 me..he eh...den semsters cam,semesters went...stdys,elections n wat not...d realization dat i foolishly stumbled upon a rare archivial piece started creeping in :( .gradually i took lost all my interest...things took a bad turn in the final year where i heard some absurd things been said abt me..bliv me i would hav given her a blast if she came infront of me dat day...srry sahaiji..tumhare padayi gaye ashleel galiyon ka sahi upyog nahi karr paaya..he he..

2nd Mistake::Dat stupid mail...how moron was i to send her a mail..d sequence of events leading to such an act nearly baffled me up...d rumours where very very strong...also sumbdy misleadin both of us seemed very inevitable...n contrary to the fact that the reply was a just an 'ok' was simply blasemphous...but i still my rue my act...

3rd mistake::Keepin faith in some of my friends turned out to be fatal.starting with the infamous Manish aka "Nakki Nair"..i still remmbre his tall claims of keepin al secrets 2 his heart..n wat a sixer did he hit..d nxt day,d entire colg came to know...dats true frienship..he he....also i made a mistake of trusting sumbdy quite blindly...mujhe Shilu ki baat sunni chahiye thii...a middleman is alwys dangerous to our cause ..he eh...:)..also it feels so bad that i turned a deaf ear to all those advices 4m fellow gokulites on him...anyws its g8t 2make mistakes also..else d feeling of over complacency will naturally creep up...also u tend 2 learn a lot from mistakes so that they r nver ever repeated again...its true..oh its damm true..i learnt a lot from my past relationships n dats given my d inspiration 2 never mak wrong choices..choices that mit leave behind a bad taste...n i belive i hav succeeded sum wat at least in my second choice...

with regards to her, past is past..kissi ne kaha hai...apne dushmanon ko bhi maaf kar dena chahiye...bygones r nw bygones...

note::dis post was iniatiated a long tym back..sumhw time nahi mila isse khatam karne mein...
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My intro into the world of blogging.....

wow.....it seems exciting making the initial foray into this so called 2nd world...a world where i make the rules,i implement it and i am also the executioner....guys..let me tell the exact reason y i decided to experiment with blogs...life has come to a full circle after college....gosh an eventful 4 years...reminiscing the past brings back some strange feelings....but the dourful 4 months spent at home gave enough time to self-introspect myself....there was so much to learn from life in these 4 years...friends came, friends left.....some left behind an indelible impression on me...some just glittered but faded away with the wind...itz one one of those periods where you are just swayed away by the emotions...

but i have realized that i will have to face the test of time...God willing,a lot of life is still left...i just hope everything just goes on smoothly...on the personal front there is a lot to prove....folks...i realize that by this time u must got bored reading this crap but i promise my forth coming articles will have a lot of spice and gossip and reality attached that might keep u all at tenterhooks.